Your True Sign Is Cancer

Cozy Moody Romantic Traditional Ultra-Sensitive Unable to Let Go The Most Loving Ever Intuitive and Imaginative

went big walk today with des.. it's my first time going for this kind of event.. i always never wanted to go cos i have to wake up damn early, which i did today, at the unholy hour of 5.15am. it's crazy man!! the last time i woke up at this time is when i'm in secondary sch..

anyway, i got a really pleasant surprise today..=D des actually woke up at 4 am to prepare breakfast for me, consisiting of french toast and mushroom soup, and deliver it to me at 5 plus when i least expect to see him.. so touched, really super duper appreciate it. knowing that u live so far from me, and willing to make the extra effort to cheer me up, really makes me feel tat i really matter to you. thanks darling, for making me feel this way.. =D

thanks for the every litle things u've done for me
thanks for spending time with me whenever u're free.. know tat's hard on you
thanks for all the pleasant surprises that u have shower me with
thanks for juz being with me..


i'm really grateful for all these..
and most importantly..
you..





i miss so many things
looking towards the future is scary
i don't even want to think about it
but a pity, i can't
regret not staying in my comfort zone
i hate it
i really do


'Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harms we do, we do to ourselves. '
~Mitch Albom, The Five People You Meet in Heaven


I do so agree..
But easier said than done.





woah.. been quite busy these few days doing up the plan for the sentosa games.. went down to recce with my programmers.. luckily, it was effecyive.. heh..
woohoo, managed to allocate the 8 OGs to the different games.. thanks to des' idea.. hee.. damn happy!!!

anyway, inter- sem starting on mon.. super sian, need to reschedule my tut day.. so damn shitty. can't we do it online? super irritating.. still first come first serve basis.. sure kana the 8.30 lessons = miss lots of tuts.. sian..

in the meanwhile, had nothing to do for now, so did these.. heh.

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have low conscientiousness. Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously. Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions. Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done. Agreeableness: You have low agreeableness. Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all. In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted. And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

Your Birthdate: July 20

You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride. Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing. When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it. It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious. Your strength: Your warm heart Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions Your power color: Black Your power symbol: Musical note Your power month: February